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Excerpts from River Phoenix - Last Night at the Viper Room
By Gavin Edwards
Chapter 3 - Dear God
Only ten miles away from the Viper Room, just 3 weeks before River Phoenix died on the sidewalk, the Los Angeles Sports Arena was decorated with golden columns and torches. The building was usually home to the hapless L.A. Clippers, not simulations of the excesses of Roman emperors. But on this night, the Church of Scientology was having a party.
Ten thousand Scientologists gathered under the arena's roof - the largest such gathering ever - to celebrate a historic moment in the church's history. After 25 years of legal wrangling and corporate espionage, the IRS had officially classified Scientology as a religion, not a commercial enterprise. "There will be no billion-dollar tax bill whig we can't pay," declared church leader David Miscavige, looking natty in a tuxedo. This ruling made all the difference: if a language is a dialect with an army, as philologists say, then a religion is a cult with a tax exemption.
In 1993 the streets of Los Angeles were punctuated by Scientology buildings: the Dianetics Testing Center, the L. Ron Hubbard Life Exhibition, an array of Celebrity Centers. Behind the scenes, Miscavige was living lavishly, with $5,000 suits, a $100,000 stereo system, a car collection, and a staff that included two full-time chefs making him dual entrees for every meal so he could reject one.
Miscavige was not the first religious leader with an extravagant lifestyle financed by the contributions of his followers, or even the first in Los Angeles. Before Miscavige (or his predecessor, Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard), the city of angels seemed to attract as many religious leaders as it did aspiring actresses. Aimee Semple McPherson, for example, drove into town in 1922, arriving in a beat-up car with 2 small children and $100. Three years later, she had collected a million dollars in donations from tens of thousands of followers and had another quarter-million dollar's worth of land. Soon she built the five-thousand-seat Angelus Temple, at a cost of $1.5 million, where she staged elaborate religious patents. She had beauty and charm, and consorted with movie stars like Charlie Chaplin. But her glamour was eroded after she disappeared for a week in 1926 - she said she had been kidnapped, but the newspapers soon reported that she had been shacked up in a "love cottage." McPherson led her diminished church until 1944, when she died of a drug overdose.
Katherine Tingley, the "Purple Mother," built the Point Loma Theosophical Community, featuring a bugler hidden behind the Egyptian-style gates to herald the arrival of any visitors. Albert Powell Warrington bought fifteen acres of Hollywood real estate and dubbed it "Krotona," a sanctified colony on "magnetically impregnated" ground. The "I AM" cult was based on a vision Guy W. Ballard had while hiking: the Ascended Master Saint Germain materialized, tapped Ballard's shoulder, and let him drink a cupful of "pure electronic essence." Arthur Bell, founder of Mankind United, promised a future age of luxury, thanks to the revelations of miniature metallic supermen living in the center of planet Earth. The "New Thought" movement originated in New England - it was known as the "Boston Craze" but migrated west until Los Angeles became it's home.
The American story is a westward journey, looking for new frontiers as a way to leave one's troubles in the rearview mirror. It's not an accident that the movie studios are located in Hollywood: studio heads wanted to be as far away as possible from Thomas Edison, inventor of the motion picture camera, and his patent lawyers. And so many religions - or sects, or cults, depending on their tax situation - kept heading west until they found a place to settle. For the Mormons, the Utah desert sufficed. For some other infant religions, the only thing stopping their continued travels west was the Pacific Ocean.
In Southern California, they found a ready pool of followers - Los Angeles has traditionally been a city of recent arrivals. Separated from their families and churches they grew up in, but seeking some spiritual solace, many Los Angelenos have ended up joining Fringe Sects.
Sometimes the religions, like successful TV shows, have developed in L.A. and then been released across the globe. The Pentecostal movement had it's origins in Texas, but became an evangelical blockbuster at the Azusa Street Mission in L.A., under the guidance of a one-eyed preacher named William Joseph Seymour, the son of former slaves; it now has over 250 million adherents worldwide.
The term "Cult" suggests not just that a religion is new and small, but that outsiders see its unfamiliar beliefs and rituals as nefarious. Even a few thousand worshippers in a new sect can seem threatening to old-time religions. Sometimes, those sects can take wrong turns.
Living in and around Los Angeles in 1968 and 1969, Charles Manson got his acolytes to believe in "Helter Skelter," the apocalyptic race war that would be coming soon - and to hasten its arrival through a campaign of brutal murders. A more benign cult in that era was the Source Family, whose members, under the guidance of "Father Yod," lived in a commune, practiced free love, played in psychedelic rock bands, and ran an incredibly lucrative organic vegetarian restaurant at 8301 Sunset Boulevard - just one mile east of the building that twenty years later would host the Viper Room.
Chapter 5 - Suffer the Children
Flower children who discovered that the flowers had wilted: that was who David Brandt Berg wanted in his church. As he told the story, "One dark night, as I walked the streets with those poor drugged and despairing hippies, God suddenly spoke to my heart and said, "Art thou willing to go to these lost sheep to become "king" of these little beggars? They need a voice to speak for them, they need a shepherd to lead them, and they need the rod of My Word to guide them to the Light."
In 1968, Berg - "Father David," or later, "Moses" or "Mo" - turned forty-nine and brought his Teens for Christ ministry to Huntington Beach, California. In this sleepy seaside town, just a little south of Los Angeles, the Teens for Christ traded in their neckties for groovy threads and took over a local coffeehouse. The message: praise the lord and fight the system.
By 1971, renamed the "Children of God," their numbers had grown from fifty disciples to fifteen hundred, with sixty-nine religious communes scattered around the United States and Canada. And Berg had found the spiritual cornerstone of his church in Scripture, specifically First Corinthians 6:12; "All things are lawful to us." In Berg's reading, all forms of sexual freedom were encouraged, if they were motivated by love. This was only a cubit's distance from "Do what thou wilt shall be be the whole of the Law," the credo of British occultist and black magician Aleister Crowley.
Sexual libertinism became the rule at the Children of God, practiced first by Berg, then condoned among the rank and file, and ultimately, encouraged as a sacrament - or as Berg put it, a "come-union." Former members of the Children of God have called it a "Christian sex cult."
Berg became steadily more reclusive, communicating with his followers through epistles called "Mo Letters." In 1973, the letters began to read like "Playboy" editorials: "It was not until I kicked over the traces, thumbed my nose at old-fogey churchianity and all of it's old-bogey inhibited sexual superstition and really let myself go and enjoy sex to the full, wild and free, to the absolute utmost, it was only then that God also helped me to achieve this spiritual and mental and physical freedom and liberty and worldwide accomplishments." Or more succinctly (in a Mo Letter titled "Come on Ma! - Burn Your Bra"), "We have a sexy God and a sexy religion with a very sexy leader with an extremely sexy young following! So if you don't like sex, you better get out while you can."
While male homosexuality was forbidden by the Children of God (underscoring that it's tenants were just reflections of Berg's personal mores), they believed that the bible approved of adultery and incest. Children should be raised as sexual beings, Berg wrote, and encouraged to bathe together, play in the nude, and experiment sexually. But not, Berg emphasized, in front of outsiders unfamiliar with "the revolutionary sexual freedoms."
What did this mean in practice for children born into the cult? With missions scattered across the globe, the implementation of Berg's principles varied somewhat by location, but in the personal stories and testimonials of the Children of God's actual children, unmistakable patterns emerge. Children were separated from their parents and raised communally, with an emphasis on apocalyptic teachings and conformity. With the adults bed-hopping, fatherhood could be uncertain, or nominal: some mothers of large families had multiple children who only vaguely resembled one another.
Children as young as three were encouraged to "play" sexually with their parents and other adults. But even greater emphasis was put on the children stimulating each other; they could pair off for sexual exploration at night, after prayers but before bed.
Rose McGowan, the actress famous for "Charmed" and "Grindhouse", was born three years after River Phoenix, and like him, grew up in the sweaty embrace of the Children of God. Her community was fifty hippies, living on the property of a duke just outside Florence, Italy.
"Like most cults, you were cut off from your family" outside the religion, McGowan remembered. "There were no newspapers, no television. You were kept in the dark so you would obey." She learned to read at age three, but didn't have anybody around who would teach her to tie her shoes. "The group encouraged you to have a lot of kids as fast as you could," she said. "Then if you made plans to leave, they would lean on you. You know... maybe your kids would disappear."
While her father happily drew illustrations for Children of God comic-book pamphlets, McGowan never bought into their philosophy. "When I was five, we had a complete wall of Bibles, and I burnt that down," she said. "I think I had some anger." McGowan decided that she didn't want to live like the women she saw around her: not only were they subservient (some men, like her father, had multiple wives) they had hairy legs.
McGowan's father could see that the Children of God were about to start more actively proselytizing for sex between adults and children: he was instructed to draw cartoons about it. He took that as a sign it was time to leave. The family escaped, fleeing through a cornfield in the middle of the night during a thunderstorm.
"Their whole thing was that children are very sexual beings," McGowan said. She remembered Berg declaring that God wouldn't have made children capable of enjoying sex if he hadn't expected them to engage in it. She concluded, "I was not molested because my dad was strong enough to realize that hippie love had gone south."
Chapter 6 - Follow The Leader
Like sheep looking for a shepherd, John and Arlyn wandered around the Southwest until they got shorn. Their hippie ramblings were now imbued with a sense of providence - so in 1972, when they encountered the Children of God in Crockett, Texas, they were eager to join the flock. They disavowed their previous worldly existence, pledged their devotion to Christ, and donated their possessions to the Children of God. (The church's communes sometimes looked like pawnshops or garage sales: a jumble of used stereos and TV sets donated by the new members, waiting for resale.)
With thirty other true believers, the Bottom family then trekked over eight hundred miles in a converted school bus to Colorado Springs, Colorado, where they founded a new commune on the site of an abandoned vacation resort near Pike's Peak: they recruited new members by visiting Denver and Boulder, where they distributed pamphlets and sang Children of God hymns in the street. The Children of God songbook included selections such as "Mountain Children," "You Gotta Be a Baby," and "God's Explosions," which placed religious faith halfway between a volcanic eruption and an orgasm: "We'll blow like Krakatoa/If you try to shut us up/ 'Cause we're filled with God's hot Spirit/And exploding with His love."
After a few months, they moved back to Texas for "Leadership Training" classes at the cult's Texas Soul Clinic ranch. The ranch was in Thurber, Texas, a deserted coal-mining town west of Fort Worth- but not completely unpopulated, as drunk cowboys would sometimes come by with rifles to take potshots at the hippies. John and Arlyn picked now Old Testament names for themselves: Amram and Jochebed, the parents of Moses. By extension, River was Moses; already, they were casting him as a future prophet. On November 21, 1972, John and Arlyn (or Amram and Jochebed) had a second child: a baby girl they named Rain Joan of Arc, after the weather during her childbirth and the French religious martyr. John delivered the baby himself.
Having established themselves as loyal members of the Children of God, the Bottom family went south to proselytize. "We moved around a lot," River said later. They went first to Mexico, then to Puerto Rico for almost 2 years, where River's younger brother was born on October 28, 1974, and given a spanish-language name, Joaquin Rafael. Young River quickly became fluent in Spanish and acquired the nickname "Rio" (the spanish word for "river"). The family then headed even farther south, living in multiple South American countries before landing in Caracas, Venezuela. For his devotion to the Children of God, John was named "Archbishop of Venezuela and the Caribbean."
Hohn the Archbishop was basically left alone to run things in Venezuela: John and Arlyn had oversight of nine or ten Children of God homes in Venezuela. Underneath Archbishops in the Children of God hierarchy were "regional shepherds," "district shepherds," and "colony shepherds." The only guidance came in the form of Mo Letters, which regularly arrived in the mail with Berg's latest pronouncements on matters theological and sexual. The family was expected to set an example of adherence to the Children of God creed.
The Bottoms established a Children of God colony and lived in a house in Mariposa Hill in Venezuela's capital city of Caracas - the property, previously owned by one of their new converts, had been donated to the cause. The Children of God provided no financial support to the colonies, which meant the children of John and Arlyn Bottom were constantly at risk of going hungry.
Some families might have gotten paying jobs, or returned to the United States. The Bottom's solution was to have the children beg. River and Rain had already been helping their parents "witness," trying to convert Venezuelans to the sect. They sang in the street, performing the Children of God songbook and becoming known as Los Ninos Rubios Que Cantan: "The Blond Children Who Sing." "The kids grew up going out on the street, telling people God loved them," Arlyn said. "They gave their lives to God." Now the tossed coins they received had become their family's primary source of income.
On nights when River was restless or overwhelmed, Arlyn would lull him to sleep by singing "You've Got A Friend." Soon he had memorized the words and was singing along with her.
"They were devoted parents," said another member of the Children of God, called Ado. "We took many camping trips together with our kids." He remembered John and Arlyn telling him that one reason they had joined the Children of God was to stay off drugs.
The family befriended Alfonso Sainz, a local doctor who had previously been a Spanish pop star, cofounder of the band Los Pekenikes. The group had started in the 1960s by doing Spanish-language covers of the pop hits of the day, and eventually began recording their own material. Although none of their work broke out of the Spanish-speaking market, they became a footnote in Beatles history: in July 1965, weeks before the famous Shea Stadium show, they opened for the Fab Four at their concert in Madrid's Plaza de Toros de Madrid.
By 1975, Sainz was living in Venezuela, and had become improbably friendly with the gringo missionaries. River spent hours talking with him about music, and on Christmas of that year, Sainz gave him a real guitar. River took the instrument everywhere, practicing incessantly, undaunted by how disproportionately large it was compared to his five-year-old body and hands. Within a few months, he could play simple songs; Sainz was impressed enough to offer to record him at his studio in Orlando, Florida.
The Blond Children Who Sing performed everywhere: hospitals, jails, the streets. "We did it because we needed money, but we also wanted to pass along love," River remembered later. "A lot of people would gather and listen to us. It was a real novelty. We had a whole act together. I'd be strumming on a guitar that was taller than I was at about a hundred miles an hour. I knew about five chords. That was where I learned to give a lot of joy and happiness, from singing."
Around the age most children attend kindergarten and are entrusted with blunt-tipped scissors, River had the massive responsibility of supporting his family. If he didn't come home with enough money after serenading the citizens of Caracas, then they wouldn't eat that night. He and Rain learned which locations were the most lucrative: hotels and the airport.
Then, in 1976, the mailman brought an international delivery that changed everything. The latest Mo Letter was advocating the benefits of "flirty fishing." The term was derived from Jesus Christ's message to his disciples (in Matthew 4:19): "Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men." Now Berg told his female followers, they should bring new men into the Children of God by sleeping with them.
"What greater way could you show anyone your love than to give them your all in the bed of love?" Berg wrote. "How much more can you show them the Love of God than to show them His Love to the uttermost through you?"
Flirty fishing was the official policy of the Children of God for a full decade, until 1987, when it was curtailed because of AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases. Apparently, it did bring thousands of men into Berg's flock, but it also transformed many of his female disciples into prostitutes - or, as some named them, "Hookers for God." Some women established long-term sexual relationships with locally powerful men who could offer political protection for their commune, or with wealthy men who provided funds to keep the commune going. In other locations, the transactions became even balder, as the women were hired out to local escort services.
The Bottom family didn't stick around for these developments. Arlyn's summary of the Children of God experience: "The guy running it got crazy. He sought to attract rich disciples through sex. No way," she said. "The group was being distorted by a leader who was getting very full of power and wealthy. We were serving God; we weren't serving our leader. It took several years to get over our pain and loneliness."
John looked back at Berg ruefully, unable to condemn his onetime spiritual guide: "He may have been a sexual pervert, but he is still a better man that a lot of people."
Without money or a place to stay, the Bottom family turned to their friend Padre Esteban - Father Stephen Wood was now pastor of his own parish in Caracas. They told him that the twin lodestars that guided their conduct had long been the Bible and the Mo Letters. Now that they found these two sources to be in conflict, they had opted for the Bible.
By Gavin Edwards
Chapter 3 - Dear God
Only ten miles away from the Viper Room, just 3 weeks before River Phoenix died on the sidewalk, the Los Angeles Sports Arena was decorated with golden columns and torches. The building was usually home to the hapless L.A. Clippers, not simulations of the excesses of Roman emperors. But on this night, the Church of Scientology was having a party.
Ten thousand Scientologists gathered under the arena's roof - the largest such gathering ever - to celebrate a historic moment in the church's history. After 25 years of legal wrangling and corporate espionage, the IRS had officially classified Scientology as a religion, not a commercial enterprise. "There will be no billion-dollar tax bill whig we can't pay," declared church leader David Miscavige, looking natty in a tuxedo. This ruling made all the difference: if a language is a dialect with an army, as philologists say, then a religion is a cult with a tax exemption.
In 1993 the streets of Los Angeles were punctuated by Scientology buildings: the Dianetics Testing Center, the L. Ron Hubbard Life Exhibition, an array of Celebrity Centers. Behind the scenes, Miscavige was living lavishly, with $5,000 suits, a $100,000 stereo system, a car collection, and a staff that included two full-time chefs making him dual entrees for every meal so he could reject one.
Miscavige was not the first religious leader with an extravagant lifestyle financed by the contributions of his followers, or even the first in Los Angeles. Before Miscavige (or his predecessor, Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard), the city of angels seemed to attract as many religious leaders as it did aspiring actresses. Aimee Semple McPherson, for example, drove into town in 1922, arriving in a beat-up car with 2 small children and $100. Three years later, she had collected a million dollars in donations from tens of thousands of followers and had another quarter-million dollar's worth of land. Soon she built the five-thousand-seat Angelus Temple, at a cost of $1.5 million, where she staged elaborate religious patents. She had beauty and charm, and consorted with movie stars like Charlie Chaplin. But her glamour was eroded after she disappeared for a week in 1926 - she said she had been kidnapped, but the newspapers soon reported that she had been shacked up in a "love cottage." McPherson led her diminished church until 1944, when she died of a drug overdose.
Katherine Tingley, the "Purple Mother," built the Point Loma Theosophical Community, featuring a bugler hidden behind the Egyptian-style gates to herald the arrival of any visitors. Albert Powell Warrington bought fifteen acres of Hollywood real estate and dubbed it "Krotona," a sanctified colony on "magnetically impregnated" ground. The "I AM" cult was based on a vision Guy W. Ballard had while hiking: the Ascended Master Saint Germain materialized, tapped Ballard's shoulder, and let him drink a cupful of "pure electronic essence." Arthur Bell, founder of Mankind United, promised a future age of luxury, thanks to the revelations of miniature metallic supermen living in the center of planet Earth. The "New Thought" movement originated in New England - it was known as the "Boston Craze" but migrated west until Los Angeles became it's home.
The American story is a westward journey, looking for new frontiers as a way to leave one's troubles in the rearview mirror. It's not an accident that the movie studios are located in Hollywood: studio heads wanted to be as far away as possible from Thomas Edison, inventor of the motion picture camera, and his patent lawyers. And so many religions - or sects, or cults, depending on their tax situation - kept heading west until they found a place to settle. For the Mormons, the Utah desert sufficed. For some other infant religions, the only thing stopping their continued travels west was the Pacific Ocean.
In Southern California, they found a ready pool of followers - Los Angeles has traditionally been a city of recent arrivals. Separated from their families and churches they grew up in, but seeking some spiritual solace, many Los Angelenos have ended up joining Fringe Sects.
Sometimes the religions, like successful TV shows, have developed in L.A. and then been released across the globe. The Pentecostal movement had it's origins in Texas, but became an evangelical blockbuster at the Azusa Street Mission in L.A., under the guidance of a one-eyed preacher named William Joseph Seymour, the son of former slaves; it now has over 250 million adherents worldwide.
The term "Cult" suggests not just that a religion is new and small, but that outsiders see its unfamiliar beliefs and rituals as nefarious. Even a few thousand worshippers in a new sect can seem threatening to old-time religions. Sometimes, those sects can take wrong turns.
Living in and around Los Angeles in 1968 and 1969, Charles Manson got his acolytes to believe in "Helter Skelter," the apocalyptic race war that would be coming soon - and to hasten its arrival through a campaign of brutal murders. A more benign cult in that era was the Source Family, whose members, under the guidance of "Father Yod," lived in a commune, practiced free love, played in psychedelic rock bands, and ran an incredibly lucrative organic vegetarian restaurant at 8301 Sunset Boulevard - just one mile east of the building that twenty years later would host the Viper Room.
Chapter 5 - Suffer the Children
Flower children who discovered that the flowers had wilted: that was who David Brandt Berg wanted in his church. As he told the story, "One dark night, as I walked the streets with those poor drugged and despairing hippies, God suddenly spoke to my heart and said, "Art thou willing to go to these lost sheep to become "king" of these little beggars? They need a voice to speak for them, they need a shepherd to lead them, and they need the rod of My Word to guide them to the Light."
In 1968, Berg - "Father David," or later, "Moses" or "Mo" - turned forty-nine and brought his Teens for Christ ministry to Huntington Beach, California. In this sleepy seaside town, just a little south of Los Angeles, the Teens for Christ traded in their neckties for groovy threads and took over a local coffeehouse. The message: praise the lord and fight the system.
By 1971, renamed the "Children of God," their numbers had grown from fifty disciples to fifteen hundred, with sixty-nine religious communes scattered around the United States and Canada. And Berg had found the spiritual cornerstone of his church in Scripture, specifically First Corinthians 6:12; "All things are lawful to us." In Berg's reading, all forms of sexual freedom were encouraged, if they were motivated by love. This was only a cubit's distance from "Do what thou wilt shall be be the whole of the Law," the credo of British occultist and black magician Aleister Crowley.
Sexual libertinism became the rule at the Children of God, practiced first by Berg, then condoned among the rank and file, and ultimately, encouraged as a sacrament - or as Berg put it, a "come-union." Former members of the Children of God have called it a "Christian sex cult."
Berg became steadily more reclusive, communicating with his followers through epistles called "Mo Letters." In 1973, the letters began to read like "Playboy" editorials: "It was not until I kicked over the traces, thumbed my nose at old-fogey churchianity and all of it's old-bogey inhibited sexual superstition and really let myself go and enjoy sex to the full, wild and free, to the absolute utmost, it was only then that God also helped me to achieve this spiritual and mental and physical freedom and liberty and worldwide accomplishments." Or more succinctly (in a Mo Letter titled "Come on Ma! - Burn Your Bra"), "We have a sexy God and a sexy religion with a very sexy leader with an extremely sexy young following! So if you don't like sex, you better get out while you can."
While male homosexuality was forbidden by the Children of God (underscoring that it's tenants were just reflections of Berg's personal mores), they believed that the bible approved of adultery and incest. Children should be raised as sexual beings, Berg wrote, and encouraged to bathe together, play in the nude, and experiment sexually. But not, Berg emphasized, in front of outsiders unfamiliar with "the revolutionary sexual freedoms."
What did this mean in practice for children born into the cult? With missions scattered across the globe, the implementation of Berg's principles varied somewhat by location, but in the personal stories and testimonials of the Children of God's actual children, unmistakable patterns emerge. Children were separated from their parents and raised communally, with an emphasis on apocalyptic teachings and conformity. With the adults bed-hopping, fatherhood could be uncertain, or nominal: some mothers of large families had multiple children who only vaguely resembled one another.
Children as young as three were encouraged to "play" sexually with their parents and other adults. But even greater emphasis was put on the children stimulating each other; they could pair off for sexual exploration at night, after prayers but before bed.
Rose McGowan, the actress famous for "Charmed" and "Grindhouse", was born three years after River Phoenix, and like him, grew up in the sweaty embrace of the Children of God. Her community was fifty hippies, living on the property of a duke just outside Florence, Italy.
"Like most cults, you were cut off from your family" outside the religion, McGowan remembered. "There were no newspapers, no television. You were kept in the dark so you would obey." She learned to read at age three, but didn't have anybody around who would teach her to tie her shoes. "The group encouraged you to have a lot of kids as fast as you could," she said. "Then if you made plans to leave, they would lean on you. You know... maybe your kids would disappear."
While her father happily drew illustrations for Children of God comic-book pamphlets, McGowan never bought into their philosophy. "When I was five, we had a complete wall of Bibles, and I burnt that down," she said. "I think I had some anger." McGowan decided that she didn't want to live like the women she saw around her: not only were they subservient (some men, like her father, had multiple wives) they had hairy legs.
McGowan's father could see that the Children of God were about to start more actively proselytizing for sex between adults and children: he was instructed to draw cartoons about it. He took that as a sign it was time to leave. The family escaped, fleeing through a cornfield in the middle of the night during a thunderstorm.
"Their whole thing was that children are very sexual beings," McGowan said. She remembered Berg declaring that God wouldn't have made children capable of enjoying sex if he hadn't expected them to engage in it. She concluded, "I was not molested because my dad was strong enough to realize that hippie love had gone south."
Chapter 6 - Follow The Leader
Like sheep looking for a shepherd, John and Arlyn wandered around the Southwest until they got shorn. Their hippie ramblings were now imbued with a sense of providence - so in 1972, when they encountered the Children of God in Crockett, Texas, they were eager to join the flock. They disavowed their previous worldly existence, pledged their devotion to Christ, and donated their possessions to the Children of God. (The church's communes sometimes looked like pawnshops or garage sales: a jumble of used stereos and TV sets donated by the new members, waiting for resale.)
With thirty other true believers, the Bottom family then trekked over eight hundred miles in a converted school bus to Colorado Springs, Colorado, where they founded a new commune on the site of an abandoned vacation resort near Pike's Peak: they recruited new members by visiting Denver and Boulder, where they distributed pamphlets and sang Children of God hymns in the street. The Children of God songbook included selections such as "Mountain Children," "You Gotta Be a Baby," and "God's Explosions," which placed religious faith halfway between a volcanic eruption and an orgasm: "We'll blow like Krakatoa/If you try to shut us up/ 'Cause we're filled with God's hot Spirit/And exploding with His love."
After a few months, they moved back to Texas for "Leadership Training" classes at the cult's Texas Soul Clinic ranch. The ranch was in Thurber, Texas, a deserted coal-mining town west of Fort Worth- but not completely unpopulated, as drunk cowboys would sometimes come by with rifles to take potshots at the hippies. John and Arlyn picked now Old Testament names for themselves: Amram and Jochebed, the parents of Moses. By extension, River was Moses; already, they were casting him as a future prophet. On November 21, 1972, John and Arlyn (or Amram and Jochebed) had a second child: a baby girl they named Rain Joan of Arc, after the weather during her childbirth and the French religious martyr. John delivered the baby himself.
Having established themselves as loyal members of the Children of God, the Bottom family went south to proselytize. "We moved around a lot," River said later. They went first to Mexico, then to Puerto Rico for almost 2 years, where River's younger brother was born on October 28, 1974, and given a spanish-language name, Joaquin Rafael. Young River quickly became fluent in Spanish and acquired the nickname "Rio" (the spanish word for "river"). The family then headed even farther south, living in multiple South American countries before landing in Caracas, Venezuela. For his devotion to the Children of God, John was named "Archbishop of Venezuela and the Caribbean."
Hohn the Archbishop was basically left alone to run things in Venezuela: John and Arlyn had oversight of nine or ten Children of God homes in Venezuela. Underneath Archbishops in the Children of God hierarchy were "regional shepherds," "district shepherds," and "colony shepherds." The only guidance came in the form of Mo Letters, which regularly arrived in the mail with Berg's latest pronouncements on matters theological and sexual. The family was expected to set an example of adherence to the Children of God creed.
The Bottoms established a Children of God colony and lived in a house in Mariposa Hill in Venezuela's capital city of Caracas - the property, previously owned by one of their new converts, had been donated to the cause. The Children of God provided no financial support to the colonies, which meant the children of John and Arlyn Bottom were constantly at risk of going hungry.
Some families might have gotten paying jobs, or returned to the United States. The Bottom's solution was to have the children beg. River and Rain had already been helping their parents "witness," trying to convert Venezuelans to the sect. They sang in the street, performing the Children of God songbook and becoming known as Los Ninos Rubios Que Cantan: "The Blond Children Who Sing." "The kids grew up going out on the street, telling people God loved them," Arlyn said. "They gave their lives to God." Now the tossed coins they received had become their family's primary source of income.
On nights when River was restless or overwhelmed, Arlyn would lull him to sleep by singing "You've Got A Friend." Soon he had memorized the words and was singing along with her.
"They were devoted parents," said another member of the Children of God, called Ado. "We took many camping trips together with our kids." He remembered John and Arlyn telling him that one reason they had joined the Children of God was to stay off drugs.
The family befriended Alfonso Sainz, a local doctor who had previously been a Spanish pop star, cofounder of the band Los Pekenikes. The group had started in the 1960s by doing Spanish-language covers of the pop hits of the day, and eventually began recording their own material. Although none of their work broke out of the Spanish-speaking market, they became a footnote in Beatles history: in July 1965, weeks before the famous Shea Stadium show, they opened for the Fab Four at their concert in Madrid's Plaza de Toros de Madrid.
By 1975, Sainz was living in Venezuela, and had become improbably friendly with the gringo missionaries. River spent hours talking with him about music, and on Christmas of that year, Sainz gave him a real guitar. River took the instrument everywhere, practicing incessantly, undaunted by how disproportionately large it was compared to his five-year-old body and hands. Within a few months, he could play simple songs; Sainz was impressed enough to offer to record him at his studio in Orlando, Florida.
The Blond Children Who Sing performed everywhere: hospitals, jails, the streets. "We did it because we needed money, but we also wanted to pass along love," River remembered later. "A lot of people would gather and listen to us. It was a real novelty. We had a whole act together. I'd be strumming on a guitar that was taller than I was at about a hundred miles an hour. I knew about five chords. That was where I learned to give a lot of joy and happiness, from singing."
Around the age most children attend kindergarten and are entrusted with blunt-tipped scissors, River had the massive responsibility of supporting his family. If he didn't come home with enough money after serenading the citizens of Caracas, then they wouldn't eat that night. He and Rain learned which locations were the most lucrative: hotels and the airport.
Then, in 1976, the mailman brought an international delivery that changed everything. The latest Mo Letter was advocating the benefits of "flirty fishing." The term was derived from Jesus Christ's message to his disciples (in Matthew 4:19): "Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men." Now Berg told his female followers, they should bring new men into the Children of God by sleeping with them.
"What greater way could you show anyone your love than to give them your all in the bed of love?" Berg wrote. "How much more can you show them the Love of God than to show them His Love to the uttermost through you?"
Flirty fishing was the official policy of the Children of God for a full decade, until 1987, when it was curtailed because of AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases. Apparently, it did bring thousands of men into Berg's flock, but it also transformed many of his female disciples into prostitutes - or, as some named them, "Hookers for God." Some women established long-term sexual relationships with locally powerful men who could offer political protection for their commune, or with wealthy men who provided funds to keep the commune going. In other locations, the transactions became even balder, as the women were hired out to local escort services.
The Bottom family didn't stick around for these developments. Arlyn's summary of the Children of God experience: "The guy running it got crazy. He sought to attract rich disciples through sex. No way," she said. "The group was being distorted by a leader who was getting very full of power and wealthy. We were serving God; we weren't serving our leader. It took several years to get over our pain and loneliness."
John looked back at Berg ruefully, unable to condemn his onetime spiritual guide: "He may have been a sexual pervert, but he is still a better man that a lot of people."
Without money or a place to stay, the Bottom family turned to their friend Padre Esteban - Father Stephen Wood was now pastor of his own parish in Caracas. They told him that the twin lodestars that guided their conduct had long been the Bible and the Mo Letters. Now that they found these two sources to be in conflict, they had opted for the Bible.